Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful!

Listening to one of my favorite songs it suddenly struck me as the most beautiful advice one could ever receive. Jason Mraz writes 


And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7l74d1fmZbw

It is amazing how everything closes yet opens in life. I give so many thanks for all the hidden blessings I have had to polish in my life. 

My first session....with DR. Katkin, AKA DR. Smart guy

So I just had my first session with DR. katkin, his diagnosis for me is Attachment Disorder. Sounds about right. He also told me a lot of what goes on in my head is normal human thinking. WOW to hear I think normal for once is amazing. X my fingers, he says he has a plan. It is called Rapid Eye Therapy using sight and sound connecting the left and right side of the brain. Stay tuned!

Anger=Entitlement ...hmm is this true?

It seems that the older I get the angrier I get, I have been trying to ask myself why that is lately. Perhaps it is left over skeletons not dusted from my closet but I recently heard this interesting notation. ANGER=ENTITLEMENT  This stopped me dead in my tracks. The reason I feel so angry all the time is because I felt that I was entitled to have a mother, not just any mother but a loving , caring and nurturing one at that. Something that was supposed to be given with out strings attached. So now that I have a reason for the anger, what am I to do with it? I ask myself this every holiday or event where I see mothers and daughters sharing moments. Seems like it is something I have to accept, but never gets any easier. Maybe after I am a mother will I be at peace.

Welcome

If you have found my blog page, it is not by accident. Have you also noticed you might be different too? Perhaps your trying to make sense of this world like I am. I hate to break it to you but, I do not have those answers. This is my journey as well....but your welcome to join me. Pull up a cushion and have some cocoa because we may be here awhile.