Sunday, August 29, 2010
My first session....with DR. Katkin, AKA DR. Smart guy
So I just had my first session with DR. katkin, his diagnosis for me is Attachment Disorder. Sounds about right. He also told me a lot of what goes on in my head is normal human thinking. WOW to hear I think normal for once is amazing. X my fingers, he says he has a plan. It is called Rapid Eye Therapy using sight and sound connecting the left and right side of the brain. Stay tuned!
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Anger=Entitlement ...hmm is this true?
It seems that the older I get the angrier I get, I have been trying to ask myself why that is lately. Perhaps it is left over skeletons not dusted from my closet but I recently heard this interesting notation. ANGER=ENTITLEMENT This stopped me dead in my tracks. The reason I feel so angry all the time is because I felt that I was entitled to have a mother, not just any mother but a loving , caring and nurturing one at that. Something that was supposed to be given with out strings attached. So now that I have a reason for the anger, what am I to do with it? I ask myself this every holiday or event where I see mothers and daughters sharing moments. Seems like it is something I have to accept, but never gets any easier. Maybe after I am a mother will I be at peace.
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