Sunday, August 8, 2010
Anger=Entitlement ...hmm is this true?
It seems that the older I get the angrier I get, I have been trying to ask myself why that is lately. Perhaps it is left over skeletons not dusted from my closet but I recently heard this interesting notation. ANGER=ENTITLEMENT This stopped me dead in my tracks. The reason I feel so angry all the time is because I felt that I was entitled to have a mother, not just any mother but a loving , caring and nurturing one at that. Something that was supposed to be given with out strings attached. So now that I have a reason for the anger, what am I to do with it? I ask myself this every holiday or event where I see mothers and daughters sharing moments. Seems like it is something I have to accept, but never gets any easier. Maybe after I am a mother will I be at peace.
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You don't have to carry a baby for 9 months to love the child. Sometimes the gift of new life comes already mature in years. The Creator formed,forms and transforms family and fuels the love they share. The Messenger sheds light on our broken places and puts them back together,making us whole. The energy of the spirit grants us peace and security where heartache once thrived. We can be whole again. But not with out being vulnerable enough to take risks. We have to risk our hearts, open our minds to the possibility that there is a mother, father, sister, brother, friend waiting for us. Maybe not biological, but created to meet our needs. And they may need us as much as we need them. All we need do is open ourselves to the possibilities of love, letting go of our pasts of neglect, indifference, tragedy or abuse. Seek peace, justice, mercy and forgiveness for yourselves, for those we have harmed, and those who have caused us so much pain.
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